LOG n.1 - The Ending & the beginning

1.10.2025 0919 - Marina del Sur, Las Galletas

It feels like waking up from a fever dream with a fever still organizing an afterparty in my consciousness. I am slowly opening my eyes to what was actually happening.

New life and starting it after year and a half delay. I've learned a lot. I have also learned that when a lesson strays you from the origin, it will always come full circle back, just with more clarity that you needed to not follow the undefined traces next time. Next time, there will be others.

It was a valuable experience for me to actually live in a community. I was not aware of the dynamics of people; I got to know a lot of them and myself, which I am thankful for. I also gained the knowledge that I, indeed, do not want to actively participate in a community. I'm used to living my life in solitude, which I am now gladly coming back to.

I forsook what I had built, again, the place I called somewhat home. Luckily, being on a boat, everywhere is home. Mainly within your heart and then the floating piece of art that Seraphis is.

Her lines are beautiful, and she never ceases to surprise me. Pleasantly. She's the vessel of my dreams, and I would never exchange her for another.

Now a new life is awaiting us. Left it burning. I feel the fire is warm on my back, but the wind pushes the smoke away from my path. The ashes will scatter with the last breath of the last flame, dying forever. What's going to happen? We don't know. We will take life as it goes.

Might as well start with cleaning the deck.

"The pessimist complains about the wind, the optimist expects it to change, the realist adjusts the sails."

-William Arthur Ward